Emma clung to my hand, her small fingers squeezing mine whenever a new person approached us. Liam stood straight-backed beside me, trying so hard to be the man of the house already.
After the service, Margaret approached us. Her eyes were red-rimmed but dry, her posture rigid.
“This is your fault,” she said without preamble, her voice low but sharp enough to cut.
I stared at her, not comprehending. “Excuse me?”
“My son is dead because of you. If he hadn’t been rushing home to you and those children, he’d still be alive.”
I froze. The police said Ryan’s accident happened on a stretch of highway nowhere near our house.
“We are his family,” I snapped, my voice trembling as I gestured to the kids. “And he loved us.”
Margaret’s lips thinned. “You trapped him. You know it, and I know it.”
Before I could respond, she walked away, leaving me standing there with my mouth open, her accusation hanging in the air between us like poison.
“Mom?” Liam tugged at my sleeve. “What did Grandma Margaret mean? Was it our fault Daddy died?”
I knelt down quickly, taking his small face in my hands. “No, sweetheart. Absolutely not. What happened to Daddy was a terrible accident, and it wasn’t anyone’s fault. Grandma Margaret is just very sad and saying things she doesn’t mean.”
I forced a smile, though my heart was breaking all over again. “Let’s go home.”
Two days after the funeral, I took the kids to get ice cream, hoping the small treat might bring a moment of normalcy to our grief-stricken routine. When we returned, I nearly crashed the car in shock.
Our belongings were piled on the curb in black trash bags, like discarded garbage awaiting collection. Emma’s favorite blanket was spilling out of one bag, its pink edge fluttering in the breeze.
“Mom?” her voice trembled. “Why is my blankie outside?”
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